Sunday, May 22, 2005
~.mE.*~ ...i'm not weak at all ... i'm stronger than what everyone thinks i am ... i am not what you think i am ... i have my pride and i have my principles ... and i have God ... i can have the world tumble on me ... i can have my gifts and talents gone ... i can have all my dreams and wishes gone ... all i need is God ... even if the people i love shall one day turn their backs on me and hurt me till i can never forgive them ... i will ... cos i'll give whatever i have left to God ... the world ... without it i still have God ... with it ... God still loves me ...
God ... keep me from temptations ... grant me the strength to overcome the temptations that come my way ... when the need arises for my pride to be strip away ... take it and make it yours Lord ... help me not to get influence by my emotions ... keep me happy always ... grant me joy and take me faraway to a place where there's peace , love , joy , hope and faith ... without you i am nothing ... with you ... i am who i am today ... take my hurt and my pain away ... all those broken memories ... i want to break free from those strongholds of unhappy and hurting moments ... renew my mind ... renew my heart ... this is my prayer to you Lord ... take this hurt all away ... please ...no one sees my hurt except God ... no one ever will ... i am strong ... i'll never be weak in front of you ... i can cry and goodness knows what ... but my true emotions ... it's between me and God ... it's nothing personal ... it's nothing about you ... it's just me ... why i do this ... but you're the closest to know ... but you'll still never know ... cos ... i don't know how to say ... don't know where to begin .. so all this are hidden deep inside my heart ... and if you ever have the key to open it up ... make sure you'll never make me weak ... cos i'll be weak when the time comes ... make sure you don't hurt me ... or it'll be hard for me to trust again ... so while you have my trust ... keep it with you ... don't break it ... instead ... nurture it ... cos i want to give you the key ... so let me give you the key ... and please don't let this be my mistake ... or i'll never speak to you ever again ... till i ever forgive you ...
cheryn ...
posted at 5/22/2005 12:30:00 pm
